30 December, 2006

BFF [Best Friend Forever]

hmm, many of us here have 'many' friends in our life, no matter where we go, what we do. it's always about friends. today I wanna share with you all my friend, his name is Xin Sheng.

I was in primary 4 when I knew him, it was through fighting tt I knew he existed though he's not a naughty kid. He was told by my 'friend' to teach me a lesson and when i fought with him, i lost. He was the 1st guy whom can win me in fighting. Nevertheless, we became friends as i don't want ppl to know tt I lost to him in fighting. We were not close until primary 5, were in the same class with him at tt time. He's always there when i need him, from school work to girls. I had always admired this pretty girl in primary school, he was the one who help me get her attention to me and also help me with buying gifts and all. From then on, I regard him as my best friend.

After we left primary school, he was the only primary school friend whom I stay contact. He would always ask me to go back to primary school on occasions. We also went out together and some ppl thought tt we were gay as we were very close to each other just like brothers. When he had money which he saved for a long time, he would call me out and spend on movies and eatings. He's a gentleman and it was through him tt i learnt not to be stingy. He would always wanted to pay money for everything when we go out. And so, when I have the money, I will call him out and spent together as well. He's the only guy whom I really felt comfortable to chat with and talk my hearts out. When he had problem, he would tell me so I can lend a listening ear too. When he can't solve my problems, he would ask his parents and sister for advice on solving it and bring me to his mother's western stall, so his mother will have me brain-washed.

When I had no money, he would put money in my wallet and tell me it's for my rainy day. I'm very fortunate to have a friend like him and I will treasure him no matter what.

In life, best friends are hard to find, and if you found one, dun let it slipped away and treasure him/her. best friends are those who lend u a listening ear when u have worries or when u are troubled, be there for u when u need someone, someone whom you can talk ur hearts our and felt comfortable, also someone who will guide u through the right way.

presenting my BFF -> Xin Sheng.

23 December, 2006

rich or poor - which do you prefer?

this morning, when i was going home with my mum after her dentle appointment, we hire a cab and off we went home.

mum was chatting with the taxi driver all the way about money.. my mum n the driver have a common thing in mind, tt is hw much u earn, be it rich or poor is destined by the heaven. some ppl r rich, but they died young, some are poor, but they r happy. what for aim for this status called 'rich'? when ur wealthy, there will be more problems..

somehow rather, i felt disturbed by their point of views. y cant ppl juz fight for their life, y do ppl said tt life is destined, the amount u earned, u spent and u eat is destined.if tt is the case, y do ppl still work for food? my mum said the richer we r, the more problems we get, tts true cuz my mum had been rich before.. but hw many ppl can have this type of life? hw many ppl can spend part of their life being wealthy, take branded and really shop till u drop? many ppl r aiming to be rich and there's some ppl saying rich is a bad thing. if tts the case, does our government consider rich? yes, they have problems, cuz they r our government and their job is to hlp us solve our problems.

in my point of view, i wun believe tt life is destined, i will fight for my own and i will earn big bucks in future. i dunwan to admire and envy those with big cash in their wallet, i wan ppl to envy me, to admire me. i wan to bring branded, and shop till i drop.

so which do u all prefer? rich or poor? i prefer to be rich cuz i wan everyone who look dwn at me in the past, look up to me in the future. i wan dem to lick my boots clean n shiny.

22 December, 2006

Time - A good or bad thing?

hmm, my first attempt to this whole new thing called BLOG. let this be the place where i pour my emotions and my feelings..

time, is it a good or bad thing? 2007 round the corner. Recall when i first stepped into my secondary sch, i promised myself not to be influenced by others and also, not to let the cane in this sch touch my butt. after all those tolerance of these mischievous 'kid', i let my temper controls me. fought with them and nearly got expelled by sch.. tts me, a stubborn boy became notorious again.

think bout the past, am i childish? yes. does it do good to me? no. do i make my parents proud when i fight? no. nevertheless, i still feel proud. proud to be the icon in the sch. ppl all talking bout me fighting with teachers and students. but of course its a shame thing. ppl will not be close to me like last time, ppl drifted apart frm me.

friends r like gem at this point of time. teenagers age, friends r everything. BUT many of those gangsters we saw on streets. they r one big group, yes. inside tt group, there is the head. my dad always tell me not to mix around too much with gangsters, not to smoke nor drink. i always think its bullshit. but he told me one thing tt i thing it makes sense, tt is nv be a FOLLOWER, be a LEADER. how can u and i be a leader? very simple, when ur a follower, ppl tell u to do things, u do it blindly. when ur a leader, ppl tell u to do things, u find out what's the problem 1st before doing it. not to let ppl pull ur nose and go, YOU pull ppl noses go. not to let ppl influence u, u influenced THEM.

time, is it good or is it bad? up to u to decide. to me, its good, its our history, learn frm the past, nv to make the same mistake again. As the saying goes.. Once bitten, Twice shy.