Time - A good or bad thing?

hmm, my first attempt to this whole new thing called BLOG. let this be the place where i pour my emotions and my feelings..

time, is it a good or bad thing? 2007 round the corner. Recall when i first stepped into my secondary sch, i promised myself not to be influenced by others and also, not to let the cane in this sch touch my butt. after all those tolerance of these mischievous 'kid', i let my temper controls me. fought with them and nearly got expelled by sch.. tts me, a stubborn boy became notorious again.

think bout the past, am i childish? yes. does it do good to me? no. do i make my parents proud when i fight? no. nevertheless, i still feel proud. proud to be the icon in the sch. ppl all talking bout me fighting with teachers and students. but of course its a shame thing. ppl will not be close to me like last time, ppl drifted apart frm me.

friends r like gem at this point of time. teenagers age, friends r everything. BUT many of those gangsters we saw on streets. they r one big group, yes. inside tt group, there is the head. my dad always tell me not to mix around too much with gangsters, not to smoke nor drink. i always think its bullshit. but he told me one thing tt i thing it makes sense, tt is nv be a FOLLOWER, be a LEADER. how can u and i be a leader? very simple, when ur a follower, ppl tell u to do things, u do it blindly. when ur a leader, ppl tell u to do things, u find out what's the problem 1st before doing it. not to let ppl pull ur nose and go, YOU pull ppl noses go. not to let ppl influence u, u influenced THEM.

time, is it good or is it bad? up to u to decide. to me, its good, its our history, learn frm the past, nv to make the same mistake again. As the saying goes.. Once bitten, Twice shy.