Aftermath..

Lots of things happened these few weeks, good and bad. O level results out and my hopes crashed into pieces. I failed my English, Math and Science. No Poly wants me and I wasn't given any chance to appeal. I do not want to go to ITE, no choice but have to go. Privite diploma are not recognize in Singapore thus ITE is the only solution. A long way, hopefully a brighter future.

I always discriminate Bartley students back in Primary school, I would always tell myself that I rather die than to study in that school. Students in that school are naughty. However, when I got my posting school result, I got posted to Bartley Secondary which is out of my six choice. Studying in Bartley Secondary School isn't too bad after all, I got to know a lot of friends who care for me. Being a Normal Academic student, chances of me getting into ITE is high and I would always tell myself I hated ITE students and did not want to be in the institution. However, O level results are bad and I was forced into ITE. Many of my friends(Marwin, Alan, Gilbert, En Shan, Xin Sheng and etc) in ITE aren't that bad and I still love their companionship.

Despite getting such a lousy result for my O level, my parents still encourage me and let me know that I still have hope especially my father. He did not flare at me like what he did two years ago when my sister got her result. He consoled me and tell me to continue working hard. Mother gave me her fullest support even though I did not help out in her stall these few days due to my bad results. Many friends consoled me and stand by me. This is also the first time I cried while talking on the phone with my friend(Yue Mei), guessed she was shocked hearing my cry because I'm always a 'happy-go-lucky' person.

Maybe going to ITE can really build up my basic foundation and help me excel in Poly in the near future. I've reflected a lot and I do not despise ITE students anymore. I hope for a brighter future and keep learning while I'm still young!