Time to Wake Up.

It's been a long time since I blogged. My life is the same everyday. Work, eat, sleep and all over again. Now that I had stopped working, I'm back to blogging. Today, I went back to my secondary school to receive my O level cert. When I walk towards the school gate, my heartbeat became faster and louder. I don't know why.

I went into the office to get my cert, while waiting, I saw Mr Chin. Immediately, my heart stopped. Felt very guilty because I flung my O level. He was right, I bound to be in ITE. He gave me a pat on the shoulder and told me that I've improved tremendously. Hearing him said that makes my tears formed in my eyes. I saw my favourite teacher, Mr Ng. He was someone who was very patient to me. Always advise me to find him if I need help and never failed to encourage me if I failed his subject. It's really hard seeing all these teachers who have once helped you and in return, you disappoint them. Thoughts started flowing through my mind and memories of being a student in Bartley secondary formed. I always thought too highly of myself that I do not allow any advice given to me and ignored helps from my peers and teachers.

After walking around the school, I suddenly woke up. If I would be a student in Bartley again, I would listen to the teachers' advices, hand in assignments on time and always do my best in every tests. It's really hard walking into your formal school if you have had failed in that school. I reckoned this is the biggest lesson I learnt in life and I will wake up from my dreams and do my best in everything which are important. I will be successful one day. I will make a name for myself one day. I will hold my head high up and tell people about my route to success one day. This day would come but only if I wake up now. It's time to wake up.